The Possibilities

Imagine.

You could be a new person. If. If 'that' did not happen. If so and so never went away. If you never lost myself - my way.

Just if...

The word if holds nothing but fear for me. I look at it with hooded eyes. Wary.
The ramifications of an "If" being realized is terrifying.
The possibilities of being. The multi-pronged reality we live in.

The cat is both alive and dead.

1001 Books to Read Before I Die: I

Running with Scissors-Augusten Burroughs

Staying Fat for Sarah Byrnes - Chris Crutcher

The Things a Brother Knows - Dana Reinhardt

When Crickets Cry - Charles Martin 

You, Maybe: The Profound Asymmetry of Love in High School - Rachel Vain
Reading Lolita in Tehran: A Memoir in Books - Azar Nafisi

So B. It - Sarah Weeks

A Brief History of the Dead: A Novel - Kevin Brockmeier

The Color Purple - Alice Walker

Impulse - Ellen Hopkins
Lush - Natasha Friend

From a recent book kick, these are some of the books I couldn't acquire (sobs heavily). Anyone who manages to come across my blog and happens to have one of these MUST at ALL costs mail them to me. Pretty please? An eternity of servitude will be pledged to the sender of these elusive ebooks. 

P.S. I accept any format (pdf, lit or anything else with software directions). Just drop me a line and I'll give you my email address

Lots of love <3 <--- this is a special heart